This submissive found and joined the training late (Nov 25) but promises to finish all lessons and hopefully get caught up as quickly as possible. Since joining the training 2 days ago, the submissive has masturbated twice. Both Sunday and Monday. This was done while sitting on its couch, with a laptop computer, surfing the web for porn clips as well as reading stories in the nifty archive and fiction mania. (2 of its favorite sights)
The submissive realizes that shortly it will not be able to masturbate at all, its ability to cum being given to Miss Akasha. Its tiny cockette belonging to Her.
The submissive will stop at the drug store on its way to work this morning to buy its nail polish and pantyhose, and post pictures this evening.
A quick question for Miss Akasha... how quickly do You wish your submissive to go through the assignments? Going to quickly will undermine the lessons themselves by rushing from one to the next, but Your toy would like to catch up to the others as well. Awaiting instruction Miss.
Thank you,
CoSubbie
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
Lesson 1
Tristan was a confusing story to this submissive. While Miss Akasha was clearly in control of the situation early on, tristan seemed capable of exerting considerable control himself. This is the part that was confusing to this submissive.
Was this what would be reffered to as Topping from the bottom, or was it that the relationshop between tristan and Miss Akasha has developed to the point where his exerting some control is what She wants. At some point even though tristan was pushing to take control, Miss Akasha seemed to feed from it. Seeing him attempt to exercise the power he felt he had drove Miss Akasha to new heights, making Her hotter and driving Her to push at him even harder.
Somehow putting this in writing instead of just reflecting on what was read puts it into perspective somewhat. tristan is a perfect toy to be used when Miss Akasha is in the proper mood. Sometimes She wants and needs a submissive that is simply put... pliable. One that can and needs to just be used for Her amusement. Other times She needs the power struglee, the thought that one like tristan will fight for his share of control. The fight feeds Her, makes Her push Herself and by doing so push him. It takes a special kind of submissive to make Miss Akasha pleased during that mood, one with some inner strength that most of us do not posess. Surley a strength that this one does not.
Was this what would be reffered to as Topping from the bottom, or was it that the relationshop between tristan and Miss Akasha has developed to the point where his exerting some control is what She wants. At some point even though tristan was pushing to take control, Miss Akasha seemed to feed from it. Seeing him attempt to exercise the power he felt he had drove Miss Akasha to new heights, making Her hotter and driving Her to push at him even harder.
Somehow putting this in writing instead of just reflecting on what was read puts it into perspective somewhat. tristan is a perfect toy to be used when Miss Akasha is in the proper mood. Sometimes She wants and needs a submissive that is simply put... pliable. One that can and needs to just be used for Her amusement. Other times She needs the power struglee, the thought that one like tristan will fight for his share of control. The fight feeds Her, makes Her push Herself and by doing so push him. It takes a special kind of submissive to make Miss Akasha pleased during that mood, one with some inner strength that most of us do not posess. Surley a strength that this one does not.
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